Day 36

Well I'm almost at the end of these 40 days.I realized that I didn't need to change my life,I just needed to get it back.There were some things that I did have to give up and start.I did leave VS,gave up red meat,pork,slowly becoming a vegitrain.Started working out again.I feel refocused.I ask for prayer,because we all need prayer.

Day 22

I know that it early in the day,but decided to post anyways.So my last day at VS was Saturday,which most of you know.It was painful,but pain that could of been avoided, if I would have listened.I remember when I first took the job,my friend Miss Debra,said I thought you supposed to work.I knew going into it,that my time was limited there,and I held on far longer then I was ment to.I am excited,scared but Faith is all that and more.I am focused with one less distraction. Today, I'm going to do somethings that I have been putting off ,with the excuse that I'm to busy.I am moving forward.I know that today I am closer to the end then I have ever been before.We all are.I want to be prepared for the job God has for me,I want to be ready for instruction.And I am.

Day18

Wow.I would say that my flesh won today.My anger got the best of me.I don't know it's been an odd day.I thought I guess that the deep er I got the easier it would become.It seem"s that the demons I so want to shed,keep rearing there ugly faces.Please pray for me I want the Lord thats all.I know that He knows that.And it's what keeps me going.

Day13

It's almost been a week since my last post.I have had some growth and some set backs.But I do know that I want to be healthier and I know why.I know that God will help me in my goals.That as long as my hearts desire is to know Him more,everything else will fall into place.In every minute of the day I want to walk with Him.To be quiet enough to hear His voice,so that I can receive direction.Ahhhh,life with direction.

Day8

To move forward.To fill my wheels turning.To hear again.But not to take advantage of it.I must make sure I don't become lazy.Please continue to pray for me.I truely need to stay focused.I want to know Him more.I want to experience Him in ways I never have.I love you Lord make my ways Yours.I know that my path is decided and I choose to take it.

Day5

Who I am in Christ.It is time to see ourselves as God does.To boldy approach the Throne and ask for what he he has told us He has for us.Call forth the storm,the man.The Spirit that calmed the storm lives in us.It's time to call forth the Spirit,that heals,saves,and raises the dead.Bring the end, the world to their knees.On our knees at His feet,before His throne.I am ready and asking to fulfill the Prophecy given to me.This command goes out to all those that have heard the same call as I have.CALL FORTH THE STORM!

Day3

So today you might say was bumpy.I got in a fight with my mom, ate a bit to much.But I did get my workout in.i know that in all journeys you hit a few speed bumps. The key is to keep pressing forward, upward,or inwards.Come to know the Spirit of God inside of you.I also put my 40 day notice in at VS. It was hard but I know that I'm not supposed to be there.So pray for me.
I truely want what He has for me and only that.